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Oh this girl, what else can I say about a girl that just makes me smile. I meet her in 6 grade, shy , small, tiny. frigile and scared. We didn’t talk much until half of the year we were in Ap english, so smart, full of wonders and dreams.We sat next to each other but we still didn’t talk until…


I been thinking about the past week, feeling guilty, feeling if maybe i didn’t had done what i did, we still could have been together but no, MAYBE I DID FAIL you, maybe i forgot  to express how i felt all the time maybe i lost interested in myself, maybe we argue a lot. But it didn’t moved me. My feelings and my heart didn’t disappear they were there maybe i didnt express them all the time (i know is wrong) but  I was always there helping you in every way i could. I always try to make you smile.I was chasing after your dreams {i got carry away and i chose yours over mine wrong i might say )even tho I also wanted to be alone with you so we could escape alone. I supported your dreams your ambitious your goal. I would tell you that it was wrong that maybe you should try this instead, advised you. I try to be a good person for you. Forgave you , and try to move on. Now i was thinking maybe thats what we needed to actually forget and get to know each other again , because people change after 4 years. I thou maybe that was our only way if we wanted to be together is to make each other fall all over again, get to know each other. BUT I AM wrong. I’m just dumb to think things like that. People change too much after 4 years and some just don’t change. Thank you for taking away the guilt feeling, and for making me realize that I am better than that. I am not someone you can wipe off the ground again with your words that maybe we could have had a future again but because of me we can’t.I wanted too soo bad but nooo, i don’t wanna hurt for you. I try everything with you I am not perfect, but I always try to be the best for you to treat you like my king, i never got to be your queen, i mess up so many times i can honestly say but I was loyal to you in everyway. Try to pleased you. forgave you for your mistakes. I try more than anyone would, anyone would have quit long time ago but i saw good in you and a future in us, risking was ok for me. mistakes can prove how much you love someone, me staying with you meant i love you/ I wanted you to see that but that doesn’t make it alright for me to always be there for you. I might be weak to you but nooo it ain’t right, i don’t want that anymore. BECAUSE im strong, im not weak, i am me, and if you can’t see how valuable i am as a women and as a person that went to all the things she went thru with you and fight for you. THAT’S you. I’m sooooo damn valuable. and I deserve way better than that. Do not deserve to be treat like that. So yup thank you for taking away the guilt that maybe it was me who mess up, that maybe we could have been but i was the one that did the mistake.people can think whatever they want from me but they don’t know how much and how hard i try. so YES i might be the worse girl in the world to the world,but i haven’t done anything wrong so I can finally sleep at peace !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D thank you sooo much 


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"Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love"

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That’s why she shies away from 
human affection” 
But somewhere in a private place 
She packs her bags for outer space 
And now she’s waiting for the right 
kind of pilot to come 
And she’ll say to him 
She’s saying 

I would fly to the moon & back if 
you’ll be… 
If you’ll be my baby 
Got a ticket for a world where we 
So would you be my baby? 



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me as a young earthling

Lol meeee


me as a young earthling

Lol meeee

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